This week’s #WickedWednesday theme, is that of ‘Looking Back’.
It was about 3 years ago, that I started blogging, in an adult nature; sex toy reviews, then erotica, joining in with memes etc. But I was still finding my feet and really didn’t know what I wanted to do.
I knew that I wasn’t likely to be a dominant in any sexual scenario but that’s ok, there isn’t anything wrong in that. So, I took the submissive role, with ease.
I think, that because my real life with spinning at 100 mph’s, I needed something grounding, to wake me up and being a sub was just that. It was scary at first, not knowing exactly what to expect but I got off on the thrill of it.
My life in reality was hurtling way too fast for my liking but my alter-ego was setting a pace that I could comfortably escape to.
It started off dark, tip toeing in the waters.
I vito’d out what I didn’t like but slowly turned to role playing, having hands tighten around my throat, having the life squeezed out of me and then suddenly pinged back to life. Yes, I have pushed the limits with my fetishes and they maybe calmer than others but it makes me feel alive.
In a way, finding my sexual inhibitions, in the bedroom and in writing, has given me a new lease of life, when I needed a rock to hold on to.
This was me, this is me……….
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